Valentine's Day

So I wore black today, just to be ironic, but I put on a pink tank and even wore a heart on my necklace. I decided that today would be a good day, regardless of how many bouquets I delivered. That count was 3, for the record. This Valentine's Day is different from any other. I should be a bumbling, blubbering, idiot. Well, I'm not blubbering today. Today I didn't get all dressed up. I didn't do my hair. I didn't even do my makeup. I didn't get flowers. I didn't make a reservation at a fancy restaurant. I didn't do my nails. I didn't get a box of chocolates. What I did get, meant more to me than any of that. I got some thin mints, a visit and hugs from my Momma² & my sister of the heart Letha May, and the ability(for the first time in a long time) to hear God's voice speaking to me like a daughter. It didn't take tears, today. It just took the tears and an exorcism(for lack of a better term) yesterday. His voice was not cloudy. His voice was not like a bad cell phone connection any longer. His voice was clear, comforting, and, quite honestly, sounded very similar to my Daddy. I got the devil off my back. his voice sounded strangely like a voice from the past--go figure. God has blessed me more than for which I could ever ask today.
******the above was typed early in the evening******
God showed me tonight, just how big satan is, and how much bigger He is. Again, my family of the heart deserves privacy and peace. satan sucks. Just saying. To all involved, God brought you to it, and only He will get you through it. But you knew that :). I love all of you and I'm here for all of you. You WILL get through to the other side. This mountain will be steep, but remember, God is your harness, and He will catch you.


Until next time, peace and love

May the road rise to meet you,
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
The rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of his hand.