I have officially been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. For more information, as to clinical information, visit Mayo Clinic on Borderline Personality Disorder. I'm still learning exactly what this means to me, but I am ready to take that challenge head on. I do know a little about how it affects me, in that I am an intense person, in case you didn't know. I throw myself into everysinglestinkingthing that I want to do. If I don't want to do it, I half-a*s it or I just simply don't give even enough for someone to think I care. I am extremely spontaneous and sometimes that gets me into trouble. If I am completely into something, or someone, I find it very hard to let it, them, go. I have to make me better, because no one else can do it for me. I know that one day I will be more than okay with me and that I will be happy with me. I will also know how to keep myself on track and not veer off into the dark again. Then, and only then, will I be ready for a relationship. I hope that my actions are not the reason she never reconsiders me. I am hoping and praying to my Beautiful One, that I will find my actual happy ending.
Until next time, peace and love.
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